Thursday, April 30, 2009 Y
2 days din update my blog..haha..
cause dunno what to write..
hmmm...let's say about my life in these 2 days..
Nothing special happned...I DIDN'T SMILE TO HIM!
cause i just met him one time one day..
recess..I DIDN'T MEET HIM! aikss..so sad man!!
keep talk to my fren..ask him to help me..haha ><>
cause dunno what to write..
hmmm...let's say about my life in these 2 days..
Nothing special happned...I DIDN'T SMILE TO HIM!
cause i just met him one time one day..
recess..I DIDN'T MEET HIM! aikss..so sad man!!
keep talk to my fren..ask him to help me..haha ><>
Calvin invited me to his birthday party tml.. But dunno want to go or not..cause i not so close wid his fren.. and they go 1B watch movie..i lazy watch la..so waste time.. if gt Bf acc thn not same la..haha!! BUT I DON'T HAVE MAN! =X if i go..maybe i can meet him..haihh...if i want go.. no fren acc me..just Ji lao la...YERR!!! I want go >
Saturday and Sunday coming..
URGHH!!the competition..feel nervous la...haihhh
went to practise yesterday..OMG!! teacher say i'm not steady..
SCARE LA!!
Gohonzon..please help me T.T
need ur support =)
Miss ya ^_<
Happy Birthday to YEAN KEI!^^
THE 67 DAYSS
我们是有缘无分吗?
Saturday and Sunday coming..
URGHH!!the competition..feel nervous la...haihhh
went to practise yesterday..OMG!! teacher say i'm not steady..
SCARE LA!!
Gohonzon..please help me T.T
need ur support =)
Miss ya ^_<
Happy Birthday to YEAN KEI!^^
THE 67 DAYSS
我们是有缘无分吗?
&&- 9:36 PM
Monday, April 27, 2009 Y
Another new week start..hohoho=D
hmm..we practise our choir song during the class meeting..
Not bad i thk?haha! hope those boys will co-operate in this last week...
Cause competition is coming!!! 5 more days to go..OMG..
and my solo..Gosh..no eye to see..
NO CURRENT TODAY!!
sibeh hot la=X no fan..no WIND!!
AIKSSSS!!why KK always lik that!?!?!?!?
abt 12.30 the current just come...MY GOD..
enjoy the wind during Bk lesson..haha..
hmm..din smile to him today..aikss..!!
he stand behind me man!! my leg terus cant stand well..haha!!
i know i'm stupid ><
gonna spend yoko drink apple juice tml..haha=D
i really hope can let him know who am i la!!!
my fren keep say his name behind me during lessons..LOL..
hope that he will tell me more abt him...haha =D
my bro went pracrtise his solo today..he told me teacher say that he'll in final..
hahah!!! aft i heard this i keep laugh..cause he always thk that he is the BEST =.=
my mum also feel funny abt this..LOL
Good luck to Him la..haha..
AND ALSO ME!!!yor..nervous la..1st time take part in the competiton lerh..
I MUST DO MY BEST =)
waited for you for 64 days
&&- 10:02 PM
Sunday, April 26, 2009 Y
wake up early today..feel weird cz is sunday..
i cnt meet my frens and crazy together..URGH!!
Yor..1st time feel that i'm hardworking..
i done all my math..hahah!!
and then..wait for my dad buy breakfast for me and brother..
Haihh..everytime he back sure scold..
better he dn come back!! LOL..
one week come back home one time..HOTEL MERH!?
school fee so late just give us..aikss..
dunno what he doin outside..
Chat wid Yoko in msn today..keep tell her abt he long time din on9..
maybe his comp ROSAK?but no..he gt approve fren list in FB..haha..
aft we chat..i saw his name come out in the online list!
WOHOOO!!!! i'm happy that time..
but aft that..i dunno what should i chat wid him la..
always wait for him to online..But when he online dunno what to say wid him..
Hmmm...He wish me good luck for the competition..haha!!
TaaDaaa~~~i waited for 63 days..hmm...
Promised Yoko to spend her drink if i din smile to him tml..haha!!
Just hope he will know i'm Natasha Goh =)
Gonna ask my fren abt him tml!! wuhuu~~~
miss him <3
Happy Birthday to Jason Lee!!
the 63 days i wait for you
&&- 8:59 PM
Saturday, April 25, 2009 Y
look fat ><
Went to school as usual today=)
i knew something new to me today! haha =D
i ask my fren abt him..he told me that he gt ask my fren who is Natasha b4..
hmm..when i heard this really feel bit happy =) my fren keep laugh at me..=X
hope i will know more things about him from my fren and he wont tell HIM!!
At night..went to Kg.Nelayan wid my classmates and form teacher..
haha! what a wonderfull night..i enjoy myself there =)
all of us eat and talk happily..hmm..
teacher bring son join us..HE LOOK CUTE!! ><
All the boys back home at 9 something..
just leave Adam and the girlss..haha..
i hope that my class will have more activities and every1 can join =D
Today is Melissa's Birthday..haha!
Happy Birthday my dear..sorry don't have present ya ><
hmm..my birthday coming soon..hope that i'll get the present from him..
but...POSSIBLE?! i thk no =(
next Sunday is the competiton..WOW!!
i'm so NERVOUS!!just hope i wont sing till let ppl scare ><
Hmm..i miss him =(
&&- 10:36 PM
Thursday, April 23, 2009 Y
hmmm..time to update =D haha...
went to SIG meeting today.. our school will go to HK and Korea this yr..
where should i go?
HK..can go find PuiShan..Susan..Apple..Vickki..
but not during X'mas
we go Korea during X'mas
but..hard to talk with them la!!!
yor..really dunno want go where =X
This July there will be another 2 student interchange activity with HK's school =)
LKYMS & YCYYWWSSS..
AND!!
APPLE COMING!! yuhoo..i miss her much!! =D
almost 2 yrs didn't meet her..hope that i can be her homestay this yr =)
My school life are still the same..
Hmmm..i forget him^^
Another target..haha!! but that really impossible i think..
saw him in every recess..
YOR!!today he pass me..haha!! although just accidentally..but i feel happy =)
My friends shout my name very loud..But he no any FAN YING =(
really sad la..haihh...Miss him =)
Planning to have a birthday party..But don't know how to celebrate yet..
cause of EXAM!ishhh!!!
hmm...hope can received the present i want from the person i hope =)
But i think it just a dream..RITE??
live in a dream will be better..Hope i won't wake up from he dream..
Another day TML!!
i hope i can smile to him..haha!! SOT SU!! >.<
hope that he will know me one day..
Miss the ppl i miss <3
&&- 9:35 PM
Sunday, April 19, 2009 Y
To "Her" :
I jealous you..jealous you can get his heart..jealous you can so good wid him..
Just want to tell you..if u cant do what he want..please dn give any hope to him..
it will hurt him if u cant do.. hope u will treat him very good..appreciate what u
have =) Good luck to u and him =)
I still cant forget him..am i useless??i'm trying to be myself..but i cant..
i want leave this suffer life..i dn want to stay at here anymore!! when i thk back 1 time..i cry
1 time..but why i cry? he alr give up me and chasing another..I miss him very much..
hope can back to last time the happy moment =( i hope i can!
this few days i cnt eat anything..dunno why..haihh..i hate life! i want the moment he have
together..but we cnt?? i miss you badly ='(
&&- 7:23 PM
Friday, April 17, 2009 Y
Finally i knew who is the girl that he is waiting..
hopefully they will be happy forever..
i should forget everything..i really don't lik suffer =(
yeap..i'm the one who always angry without reason..
scolding you without reason..but nowadays..i've changed..
maybe? i'm selfish..i'm stupid..Cause a stupid things i do the decision..
Now..i just can look at the ppl i love chase another one..This is what i get..
I thought i can forget about him..i thought i've alr forget about him..
But when i know about he is chasing her..i just found that i haven forget him..
i hate myself...i hate myself cause i give up him..
i hate myself always being annoying..
he'll have a better life with her i think..
i want to forget him...but i can't...everywhere in the school have our memory..
even my home..i'm trying my best..i hope i can forget him..cause he already no need me..
Cry is useless..cause it cnt solve the problems..i should leave the place..
hope that i can leave the place now..
The ring we buy together are still on my table..
how about urs?
i hope he will give to me..
i wanna put it as memory..but y he don't give?
he'll buy another pair of ring soon..why don't he give it to me?
i need it..i need it as memory..
爱情,我坚持..
你不需要我,已是事实?
我,依然爱着你..
等你回来..
&&- 5:54 PM
Wednesday, April 15, 2009 Y
It's another day..received my dear's msg early in the morning..
said that she'll late to school..ask me to go canteen wid him 1st or wait for her..
HAHA! it's funny to ask me to go canteen wid him..!!!
about6.30 ++ dear reach school..
but he haven come..we lazy to wait for him cause of hungry..so we go ourselves..
when we walking up the stairs to back to our classroom..we saw him and laugh..haha
cause feel sorry didn't wait for him =X
1st&2nd period MATH!
wow..Add-math chpt 4 make me faint!!
almost die in math..hope i'll improve my math in coming exam..
Golden ask me to get 80%!! wow...Preassure ohh!!
Having test tml! DIE DIE DIE
3rd&4th peroid science..
hmm..learnt the new chapter today..it's chemisrty..
hmm..hope i can catch wat teacher teach..haha!!
going to have a test in this friday..
haven't ready yet..GOSH!
5th period english..
OMG!! scary lesson..Mr.N give conduct marks today..
he call our number one by one and ask some of them how many marks should they take..LOL!
many of them get 80++..i get 86!
haha..suprise man! i thought he'll give me 80 something..
6th period Eko..
no one is hearing..!! pity teacher..
just some of the students sit infront teacher hear..
haha!! suddenly..teacher told us about her bf..
SWEET~~ jealous ohh!! hmm...
hope i'll find a prince soon =X
7th&8th period BM
hmm..do karangan lo..
and say about Lisan..what a boring lesson!!!!!!!
last 2 period..BK
do balance sheet today..
hope can memorize all the format la..haihh..
aft school Vanessa follow my car back to my home..
thn we went to my teacher thr for singing practise..
hmmm...i've no confident at all..i scared!!
how to let my nervous go away!?
if last time..maybe he'll care me?
hmmm..but now..no one will care?
Aft finish..Went home and on9...
1st things i saw is his title..
i wanna know who is he writing..
he waiting for who????i wanna know..
but i know he won't tell me..
write for fun..that's what he told me..haiihhh...
y every time i ask him question he wont answer me nicely?
hmm..suddenly miss him again..WHY!?!?!
I SHOULD FORGET!!
cause he said 0% alr..haihh
如果你不时地想起我,请别忘了我依然默默地爱着你
&&- 6:50 PM
Monday, April 13, 2009 Y
Another new day..=D
hmm...went to school normally..but somethings special happened today
JONATHAN WONY SIEN JIE come to school earlier than me..
OMG..it's really shocked me! haha=P
Went to 抽签 during 3rd recess..i'm the last one..HOHOHO=)
my class is the 13th team to sing in the competiton..^^
Early in the morning Mr.Yapp ask us to ready to run 800m..
but then..it's RAIN!!
Yuuuhuuu~!!!!! i hates PE!!
i dn lik sport at all..haha..so thats why i'm FAT! =X
hmmm..chaisky told me a sentences today..
爱一个人不一定要拥有他,拥有他一定要好好爱他
i love this sentences very much!
Yea..Love a person no need to Have him! haha=)
I'm still waiting his reply..hmmmm..
God Bless me!!!!!!
&&- 9:57 PM
Sunday, April 12, 2009 Y
11th April
hmmm..it's today..11th of April..
if i didn't do the wrong decision..today will be our 1 yr and 11 month..
but then i must forget it!
how are u recently? everythings ok?
sorry for all the mistake that i had done..
very sorry =(
hope u will know^^
saw him during club..but i've no more feel anymore!
oh ya!! i did it!!!
Thanks god!! =D
at night..i dunno what i had done..
my bro scolded me..haihhh
and say that :no wonder no ppl will Love u..
shit man! what i had done to him??
don't let me know that he gt gf!!!
URGH!!!!!!!
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12th April
went to kaikan today...cause need to duty..
when i reach kaikan alr late..
haihh..actually i not so lik to go thr..cz of some stupid face!!
i din do any wrong to them but they always say me..
ishh!!!!!
took the student camp's form^^
it on 30th and 31st of May..
hope those stupid face wont join! haha =D
after duty..i went to Wisma wid Chaisky..
her mum say that the chicken rice in the food court will close next month!!
OH NO!!I CAN'T EAT THE CHICKEN RICE ANYMOE..
*sad sad*
i bought a new high heels today^^
it's white in colour..RM35 only^^hohoho =P
after shopping..i back to my shop and wait for my mum..
after mum closed shop..she bring us go Sabah Trade Centre
to see the exhibition..OMG..many free things to eat!
haha..i ate my dinner there..=)
going to start a new week tml..
what will happened in the next week?
will he find me?
will everything ok?
will my test ok?
we don't know what happen in the next second..
good luck to all of my dear friends =)
忽然有这想法..
在这世界上能成为朋友..是一种缘分..
在人海茫茫中能认识彼此..
真的是缘分..
同样的..
能相爱也是需要这缘分..
我的缘分还未到吧?
我, 等待!
&&- 7:42 PM
Friday, April 10, 2009 Y
Good Friday!
Wake up early in the morning..then online to pass the time..
Suddenly recieved a msg frm chaisky say that SHOPPING CANCELED!!
OMG..it's sad whn i heard that..
cause of some of them don't have transport..
but at last we also went to 1B for our DAY!
hmm..it's queit a happy day to me^^
when we reached 1B..we start our WORK!
OMG!!Chaisky the one try almost ALL shirt in the shop..haha!!
we wait for her ONLY!!
while waiting for her..Yoko me and li yee look here look there..
boring man!
about 1 p.m..
the boss Alvin wid his geng come meet us..
8 of us went to New York New York for our lunch..
everyone look at the price to order..
CAUSE scare dn hav enough money to pay..
haha! Stupid us xD
Yoko me and liyee order fish&chips..
while our DA JIE (Chaisky) order others..
aft eat we start our JOB again..
shop shop shop shop shop shop shop
shop shop shop shop shop shoop
shop shop shop shop shop
shop shop shop shop
shop shop shop
shop shop
SHOP!
untill 4p.m..
we went to bus station to take the free ticket to back 2 Warisan
on the way back..4 of us keep laughing
the uncle who sit infront of us feel annoying..
i THK? xD
we laugh till very very very tired..
till now..i'm still so tired!!!
haihh..having chi test tml..
dunno test wat!!
WHAT TO DO!?!?
fail only..
and having choir practise tml..
hope my class will cooperate wid the ppl incharge..
Good luck Senior One Ai!! <3
went shopping today..
saw the shirt that i bought for u for valentine's present..
everythings come into my mind again..
i'm trying my best to forget everything..
hope i will success..
i wanna start a new life..
Good luck to me^^
&&- 8:36 PM
Thursday, April 9, 2009 Y
woOo0tSsss~!! what a nice day! haha=D
hmm.. today i sent a msg to him in the afternoon..
i didn't think wish that he'll reply me..
BUT..when i was changti-ING..
my phone "ZZZZZ"(Vibrate)..i thought that is my classmates send msg to me..
when i press my phone..i feel shocked! cz he REPLIED ME!!!
muhaha!! didn't contact wid him for 22 days..
this msg make me feel smiling..hehe=D
everything unhappy thing happened in the monring had GONE!!
when i recieved that msg..
hmm..will we contact with each other again??
i really hope we will keep in touch forever..but it is very impossible..
Going to 1B wid my sisters tomorrow!! shopping shopping shopping~!!
sorry for my Broken english..i try my best alr =X
Have a wonderful day~~
The 46th days..
&&- 10:10 PM
Wednesday, April 8, 2009 Y
Went practise my singing today..hmm..quiet ok ^^
hopefully i wont sing out the wrong key during competiton..haha!!
hmmm..CLASS CHOIR!!
i've nth 2 say with it..aikss..
hope they will hear what we say..hmmm
OH YA!!! i saw him many times today..=D
but he don't know me..SAD!!!
hope he'll know who is Natasha Goh one day..haha!!
although the percentage that let him know who is me is very small..
but i really hope that will happen!! hehe =s
many things wan to know..but not dare 2 ask..
scare he'll thk that i'm annoying to him..
Thanks my teacher so much!!
She let me know who is him..she helped me a lot!
almost 1 yr didn't meet my teacher!
miss her so much..
hope everything is ok to her =)
Time go slowly..the rate of i need u
beome smaller and smaller
i'm still miss you much..
isit u found another target alr?
isit u really forget me?
i really hope i can know this..
i miss you =)
&&- 7:50 PM
Tuesday, April 7, 2009 Y
Today is the 1st day i didn't sms him..
mm..maybe he'll think that today is a peaceful day without my annoying MSG..
I'm really regret done all the things..
Feel sorry to him..
Miss the moment so much..
The moment we play together..
The moment You hold my hand..
The moment You hug me..
It will be the sweet memory for me..
It's time to put down everything?
But it's hard for me! i can't forget everything..
cause i'll think about him in every moment..
I wanna be the ONLY NATASHA!!
can i?
i feel tired with the life without "LOVE"
i can't share my things wid the one i love..
everything just put in my heart..
STRESS!!!
Dear, i miss you much...
&&- 8:06 PM
Sunday, April 5, 2009 Y
幸福向我道别
唯一，最后的回忆都不在了
惟有看着照片回忆过去...
我, 是那么地不舍;
他,是那么地开心.
再多地道歉, 后悔, 都无法挽回自己的过错...
也许放弃对他而言是种解脱
忘了过去更是轻而易举的事
我, 现在才领悟
忘掉过去的痛;
回忆过去的美好;
现实生活的孤单...
原来
没有他的陪伴
是这种滋味..
过去对他的不满, 埋怨, 痛骂
只能在心里默默道歉...
爱过他, 是美好的
拥有过他, 是甜蜜的
被他爱过, 是幸福的...
好想回到过去
回到那美好的回忆里..
我醒了..
知道那是不可能实现的美梦...
再见了..我的幸福!='(
&&- 3:50 PM
