9:17 PM


today's subject-
Math& Science
ok..my math is lik..dunno how to discribe..
Add-Math Sux!so many formula to memorize..
i don't have confident to pass!!
Then Science, hmm..can pass GUA
haha=D
The teacher in charge so sux man!
i hate her!!lols..
do exercise in class..GRRRR!!!!

Wen City mall with LJX.Vanessa&Meng
Go study! haha..
And than talk abt today's math exam question
YOR..my clever fren use b²-4ac to find the equation of cricle =.=
i cant stop laughing when i heard that!! hahaha
Went to eat Pizza Hut too =D


OhYEAH baby! tml is the last day..
SEJARAH!!
i haven finish revision yet!
3 more essays to go~~
*DING DONG*
Lazy to study la~~~=X


2 weeks didn't meet him!
Aiksss...i'm so sad with this =(
Suffer =X
should i give up??
Tell me please! T.T

Bless me=)




8:10 PM


5 more subjects to go..
aikss..TIRED LA!!
uhmm..let's say abt today's exam..
Chinese- NOT ENOUGH TIME TO DO!! *URGH!!*
and the essay really so hard la..aikss.. JEALOUS those lower chinese!!
注释-选择,
作文-1.我的爱好
2.停电的一晚
OH MAN!!i write b4 when i was primay 3!! hahaha
从付出体会幸福-one of the essay question..
i lik this title so much! but i didn't write it.cause no point! xD

And than Commerce..OK!!
teacher changed the question! 20% fly away~~
uhuuuu~~ T.T
aikss..i hate that teacher !! ishh!! why he can be so TLN?!
BOLEH GORENG DIA?! i dn wan let him teacher again..
feel that i'm hopeless in this subject..
he tot his BM very good!? **PUI!!!!!!!!!**

something funny happened yesterday..
Pitza saw "HIM" after school (the pass tense)
and she ask: 那个是你的Q 啊?
and than i ans:啊..是咯..做么?
than she say:你们两个的样子很像哦! (ZA DAO)
should i be happy with this things?
LOLS..dunno la..
PASSED!! dn wanna think back!=D

I'm trying to give up "HIM" (the present tense)
really think that we r impossible and i should forget abt him?!
urgh!!knw each other almost half yr..
he still dunno my face >.<
any1 can tell me what can i do?
he's busy.. the time can meet him become lesser and lesser..
hmmm..Someone tell me?
Need Help!!=(

Yoko and Vivian Chin asked me why din upload the present that they give me
LOLS!! hey girl. i'm not that stupid to upload la!!
scare ppl dunno merh! haha..But i love the present so much!!
*ngek ngek*=p

Hmm..gonna do revision for tml exam
Ekon and Bm! DIE>.<
BLESS ME!! =D





6:41 PM

The 90 days i waited for you♥

9:01 PM


5 of us(Halim,Chaisky,Mirena,Gary and me) went to thai seng early in the morning..
we planned that reach school at 6.30a.m.. but Mirena..the one always late..
Late as usual today..>.<
We walk to thai seng at 6.55 a.m
haha!! we so scare that the back door will close..
we rush to there and pick the things we wanna buy and Q to pay
we ran back to school..
when we reach class..just 7.10 a.m
HAHAHA!!!i really think that we are PRO!?
bought many junk foods..lalala~~=P
we ate during lessons..haha..


hmmm..Perdagangan..SUX!!
The teacher borrow so many period from other teacher he still cnt finish teach
OhMan..we gonna die this time..
I HAVE NO CONFIDENT TO PASS!!
huh..i miss commerce..i lik eng more than i lik Bm..

Exam count down 2 days..
Shit!! i dunno what way should i choose to DIE!
GRRRR!!!!
Ekonomi , Perdagangan I think i'll fail this 2 subject 100% !!
hopeless me..aiksss..
Sej essay..trying to write and let teacher check..hope she'll check for me la..
Bookkeeping..just know how to do petty cash..
other 3 chpt still blur blur..haihh

tml will stay at school for study group =)
than 3p.m tuition till 7 p.m..
night got meeting...URGHHH!!!!!
my programme is FULL!!!
should i go for meeting?? still thinking lerhhh..
uhmm..my birthday..i think nth will happen..
cz i'm BUSY BUSY BUSY for exam..
uhuuuu...Bless me!!!

Yeaps..he get the 1st..
and gonna represent M'sia for competition again..
Hmm..Good luck=)
trying to give up if i can..haha =D

Gonna continue my revision now..






9:00 PM


Exam coming..on Saturday (23/5)
i haven prepare yet..I'm so lazy to do revision..
aikss..no one can help me >.<

study Ekonomi just now..oh no..many things i don't understand..
i can't imagine that i failed all subject..
huhu..Help me please.. =X

25/5 - English , Computer

Urghh..stress man..
Art..don't know what to read..ZZZ
Commerce, ekonomi , sej..
need to memorize essays..why everything must in essay?!?!?!
ishhhh...
Start to miss my junior life..>.<
Bless me can pass all subjects!! =D

Hmm..he'll start the competition tml morning..
Good luck to him and Take care =)

Birthday count down 3 days >.<
hahaha..but i thk nth special this yr..
i'm going to 16!! yuhooo~~~ =D
i thought many ppl will forget my birthday..
but some of my frens keep saying that
ehh..someone's birthday coming wor..
haha..Thanks frens..cause u all still remember me!! xD

Hmm..i need to Study now..
will update soon =)
Bless me!!



8:53 PM


Went K box just now=)
Thanks for the present that Yoko and Liyee gave me!
I really love it so much!!
i didn't think that both of u will give me such a Wonderfull present!!
hahaha!!!i look at it when i'm boring..huhu~~
Love all!! MUACKSS!! =P

We enjoyed ourselves just now..
But..the Halim seems sleepy..haha
cause we keep singing chinese songs..
Sorry Halim >.<"
And...Finally i heard Halim sing!!
wow!! it's nice man..haha..i love it!
and Jonathan's voice is awesome when he sing "hot n cold"
all of us shocked when heard his sound..haha..greta job ya!

Chaisky..hmm..the one crazy..
sing crazy songs again..just lik she open her concert =X
ahaha..we keep skip her songs when she's singing..
And..we sang "DANG WO MEN TONG ZAI YI QI" again..
hahah..yorr..so stupid man..
I love liyee's voice so much..nice nice nice!!
hahaah..
and Yoko..her voice is cute!! =D

Aft K box..went Warisan and acc Jonathan buy his brother's birthday present.
than went to fun square again..oh man..
Play till my hand so pain..hehehe=X
Then..went secrete recipes.
Stupid Halim..he asked the waiter..
: Can tell me the secrete?
oh man..hahaha!! i really Mao Lit with him..

Many funny things happen today..
i'm really happy have u guys!
especially the present..haha!!
i really love love love it!!!!!
If can get the real one..i think i'll crazy =X
there's some pics that we took just now =)




8:23 AM

The two Pilak!!

10:01 PM


Yeaps!!TIRED day..
huh...1st period Perdagangan..
Oh man..early in the morning than got his class..
Than 2nd period Chinise..
Haihh..Lei ohh!! both lessons so bored!
and me so sleepy

3rd period Moral..
While We copying the notes..
Prefects come in and Check our "YI RONG"
Lols..the prefect ask me did i dye my hair..
thn i say NO..thn she ask me to sit down!
oh my..Who will so stupid to tell u i did dye my hair!?
Grr...Stupid stupid ><
Thn 4th period!! PERDAGANGAN AGAIN!!
oh man..so sien la...He's childish..
ZZZ..we are so quiet during this period..
suddenly Chaisky say she open her Hp and we sing together
LOL..We sing KissGoodbye during the class..

Thn art and eng..Nth special happen.
Just...NC keep talk story ><
40 minutes we just wrote 2 rows words..
ZZZ..hope he can teach faster..

During 3rd recess went to hall for rehearsal
WOW...THE HALL LIK THE PLACE OF SAUNA..
hot man!!! Hmm..i still haven memorize the lyrics ><

Last 2 period..PERDAGANGAN and math..
HAIHH!!! ONE DAY 3 PERIOD PERDAGANGAN..
Meet him till nyiak ohh...isshhhhhh
During math..All of us look tired and feel sleepy..
haha..maybe cause of him!!

3.30 go damai for tuition..(BK)
Teacher 5 just come..ZZZZ!!!!!
she always late come..
aft tuition Bk..go tuition Math..
I'm so tired!! T.T
Exam coming up soon..
All the subject driving me crazy!! >.<"
Bless me can pass all in the coming exam!!


Hmm..he come back today..But i don't know what time he arrive..
Will he go to school tml??
Hope can meet him.One week din meet him><
hope he'll know who am i as soon as possible!!T.T

Having TTN rehearsal tml..till4.30 p.m
huh..it will be another tired day again!
Bless me ! =P




9:37 PM


Urgh!! TIRED!!!
oh man..today whole day double period!
AND!! DANIEL HAN borrow class from Eng and Ekon!!
ISHH!!!! look at him for 2 period!!
Yucksss..almost faint><

During Bk class..all of us so noisy..
And teacher angry ask us MUST pass up Chpt 6&7 homeworks..
AIKSS...Bk driving me CRAZY!! =(
balance sheet lik shit man!! i dunno how to do..
i try my best alr..so..
i want to copy HOMEWORK!!!
= D

Hmm..take bck my Badman spec just now=)
I miss my badman spec so much!!haha
my frens too ><

And..Yoko told me i being choose to be the group leader of the student camp><
Actually i dn want join d..But..
now must join luh...
Next thursday go meeting..
aikss..skip tuition again..
i skiped many times alr man!
Nvm la..Gohonzon will forgive me
haha!! ><

Hmm..he'll be back tml!!
Yuhooo~~
But Friday he just go school i think ><
Miss him..
Teeheee=D

I'm tired!! gonna slp..
Will say more tml!!




9:56 PM


Nth special happened today..
all of us discussing abt Bazaar's stall during ClassMeeting..
find sponser..find "Manager" (LOLS)
Teacher ask me to sponser CASH at first..
but thn she cnt find enough ppl to FRIED things..
so she asked me to incharge that..SO..I NO NEED SPONSER!
muahahah!!!

Went tuiton just now..
Michelle Yu's phone gt those "VUI" pics.
Something lik whole body seperated! YUCKS~!!!
VUI OHH...she dare to see it and SAVED IN HER PHONE..
oh my god...i will vomit if i saw it..><

Sudddenly remember that 6 of us will die tml ><
we din do our Commerce project!!
Oh my god..i've many things haven't done!!
My Sej project, Math exercise(should be past up today ><),Bookkeeping,ART( need to pass up tml),
URGH!! they are waiting for me..But i'm lazy!!
I think i've chng..i chng to become more lazy!!
haihh..Mao bian..S1 life?

11th of May..unforgettable day for me..
2年前的今天,我们成了彼此最亲密的人;
2年后的今天,我们成了彼此最熟悉的陌生人.
Yeaps..everything passed!
But i will not forget the wonderful memory & moment we had b4 =)
Are u still always forget things?
Are u happy with her?
Do u still look me ask ur fren?
Today..will be the last day i think abt the past!!
everything will end aft TODAY!!
=D


Forget the past and start a brand new life =P
How are u today?
How's ur competition?
Will u be on stage during next monday's assembly?
Take good care of urself =)
[3 more days..u'll back =D]

I'm going to be 16 aft 11 days!!!!




8:33 PM


Changed my blogskin!! hoho..Love it so much <3
Hmmm...Today is Mother's day..Nth special happen in my family..
Just Having dinner together^^

Happy Mother's Day to everyone!!


Went to shop at 12 p.m..
then wait for mum..
something make me shocked today..!!
AHHH!!he replied my msg!! ahahaha!!
OMG..he replied Aft 2 days..
seems that he not really care his phone ><
atleast he still will reply my msg =D
AND..he'll back on Thursday..ahaha!!
NOT ONE MONTH LA HALIM!!!
muahahah!!!!I'm happy to know that=)

Told my dad that i wanna celebrate my bithday with friends..
he say will give me money on that day.hehe =)
I think this yr just a simple birthday..
Not lik J1 to J3..haha..
Hmm..13 yrs old..I celebrate with Classmates=)
14 yrs old..Celebrate with them too..AND..the "PAST TENSE" him..
15 yrs old also..
16 yrs old..What will happen??
Just celebrate will 6 friends =)
No Party..No bf..No present..
Can play with friends is enough for me ^^

Waiting you to come back..
Will u know that someone waiting for u?
When u just can regonize my face?
Hmmm...I'll wait!! =)
Good luck and take care there ♥





9:57 PM


Ugrhh!! what a boring day..i rather to go to school..
can crazy with sisters..
can talk with friends..
can learn something?! (MATH only><)
I miss school life!! (Especially everyday can meet him if he didn't go anywhere)

Wake up at 8:30 something..
thn watch AOD..JUST LOVE II
I lik the lil boy !! he's cute..haha..
Then i online..
chat wid Kingston and Mandy in a conversation..
Oh man..3 of us discussing to go out for movie
But failed!Decided to bring CD and watch during training camp..
hahah..if not then just look at MANDY..cz she look lik the "GHOST"
haahhaah!!! aft decide..3 of us nth to do..
Start to Nudge each other..Aiks..
i didn't think that Nudge can be a game...!
3 of us nudge lai nudge qu..so stupid man
aft that play Emotion sounds and winks..
Er..some of the emotion sounds so VUI..
aiks..pity us..Bored till lik that..than start share something nice in youtube
Keep give comment..lol..!!
AND WE SING IN CONVERSATION!?
lol..type out the lyrics..hahaha..
we are SIEN!!!! HATE HOLIDAY!!

Abt 5.30p.m go out with mum..
she say wanna meet a fren that help her Cook..
firstly..i saw that aunty so nice..BUT!!
But she really so "BOOOOOM"!!
aiksss..she keep think that all the things she cook very nice..URGH!!
i dunno whether nice or not la..BUT..i really cant tolerate such ppl..
i tolerate for 4 hrs..omg..i cant believe that i can tolerate for so long><
if i didn't chng..i think i will direct say out that i dn lik her><
hahaha..but i changed!! Cause who??Hmmm...maybe the ppl will know..
lolz..Think back again @.@
i alr put down everything^^
cause when we chat and say abt HIM&HER..
i've no feel..i'm happy with it =D
Bless them=) Happy Birthday to Her^^(Maybe they won't saw this)


Hmm..how are u today?
How's ur competition?
everything ok?
When will u come back?
Good luck to u=)
I miss him..





9:27 PM


Waiting to see him early in the morning..
but i din saw him today=(
than i tell Halim..
Me:ehh..why today din saw him come to school?
Halim: Ya kah? oh ya hor..yesterday he told me he go Philipine today..For competition
Me: HAR?PHILIPINE? go how long oh?
Halim: ONE month ohh..They no need take exam..
Me:Har..real or not ohh..
(Then i start to be no mood in the 3rd period-Science)
Halim:U gt see ppl competition 3 days then come back merh?
Me: No la..but impossible competiton ONE month ma...
(I'm so stupid that i believe him=.=)
Halim: Aiya...not one month la..Mayb be 2 weeks lik that..23 may come back gua..
Me: Cheh..One month warh...Har..23 just come back..My birthday is on 22 T.T
Then he look at me and laugh=.=
Haihhh..My birthday wish cant come true lu...
So sad man..I'm the last one know that he go Philipine for competiton..
He's busy with sport WHOLE YEAR!
oh man..Busy body him..
Really miss him so much..><
URGH!!! i'm really Fall in love??
we r impossible..But i keep think about him..
Shit man..haihhhh...


went to Centre with mum just now..
go wash my dirty face..
my pimple so so so many><
WOOWWW.. pain man!!
keep thinking him when washing my face ><
URGHH!!!!

Someone save me?


10:10 PM


Yeaps..it's my brother's 14th birthday today..


but he not really look lik 14..cz his size really BIG!!


He blowed ice cream as cake this yr..haha! mum's idea..><

Hmm..standing outside my class in the morning and talk to my friends=)

And saw him ><..Halim keep call him and pointed at me..

but i think he dunno who am i..haihh

it's a difficult things that want him to regonize my face ><

cause i'm not a special girl..i'm not enough special to let him know..

hope that i can be special and he'll know who am i =X

am i stupid?

i think so..

i'm so tired today..aikss..

hate Thursday..spend all my time in school and tuition..

i need someone to care me..=(

i can't share my feeling to anyone..

my sadness

my happiness

i think back him again..

i should stop thinking of him!!

he's not mine anymore..

we have our new target and gonna start new life..

Bless him^^

Hmm..how's him and her?are they gonna together?

Hope they'll be happy =)

15 more days i'll end my 15 and start my sweet 16th^^

hmm..what will happen in my 16?will it full with colour?

or just sadness?

i'm going to celebrate with some of my frens only..

cause of economy problems..sorry for u all that i din invite ><

I really hope can get his present..will i get?

i think no? this is one of my birthday wish..

i should wake up now!! cause it's impossible to me..

no one can help me..haihhh

How are u today?Did u think about me?

I miss you=)

THE 74TH DAYS I WAITED FOR YOU =)

8:36 PM


Yeaps..Time to update my ROJAK blog =P
hmmm...having Bk test just now...
Thanks Halim for the QUESTION! lol..
he get he Question from tuition and show it to me..haha!
Thanks man! and he keep say HIS name during test..
Make me cnt concentrate in my test...
He keep say will help me..But i din saw anything that he helped!!!

Saw him everyday..But i cnt do wat with it..
cz he also dunno who am i ='( When he just will know lerh?
Hmmm..eat lunch with Yoko them..
On the wat to canteen we met him..
and Yoko say" NATASHA GOH, bla bla bla (cnt really remember what she said=p)"
Lol...But i thk he din hear anything?
URGHHH!!! hope he will know who am i as soon as possible..hahah

went practise my singing just now..
Hmm..teacher told me i'm the 8th in the competiton..LOL...
if the final take 8 person than i can in man!!
hmm..NVM!! I'LL COME NEXT YR!! hahaha =D
teacher choose a Itay songs for me.. "Sebben, crudele"
i still dunno hw to sing yet..and the pronounciation..Hard man!
i'll try my best to sing well..haha!!

Then went to buy things with mum..
bought a ice cream for bro..
mum say no cake..buy ice cream as cake for him..haha!!
The "cake" so exp la..Haagen-Dazs oh!!
cost RM 36++
if i din tell my mum tml is Bro's birthday..i thk she totally forgot..
she was very busy nowadays..

Chatting with someone just now..
The ppl told me that my pic still in his wallet..
OH MAN..why still thr?He not alr gt admire?
not forget me alr?Why still thr??
Ahhh...his pic still in my wallet too =X
hope to know why still inside thr..hmmm..
isit he forgot got this things inside?
aiksss...Dunno la..>.<

AND...I'm sick soon...
aiksss..i dn wan SICK!!!! HATE SICK! T.T
hope to get well soon =)


9:55 PM


Happy Birthday to PITZA!! =)
we bought a cake for her today..
but at first we buy a CHICKEN PAU and put a candle for her to blow..
she thought just a pau for her..ahhaha!!!
but then aft that w bring the cake for her..
Anyway..Happy sweet 16 sista =)


Somethings shocked had happen..
my bro in FINAL..alamak..cant belive that..
hahaha!! but then feel happy cause he can in =D
and of cause..i didn't in! haha!!!
Gratz Vincent!! WELL DONE YA =)
and Ah fui too..But i think it's normal to him !?
Cause he in final since Junior 1..haha..
Good luck to u all ya =)

hmm..Saw him today and sms him =X
he ask me why always saw him..hahaha..
What can i ans? just say don't know lo...=P
haihh..When he just will recognise me lerh!?
I'm fall in love with "LOVE BUG" lol..
this few days keep repeat hear tis song..
Cause of him i lik this song =X
And "Love Story"..Like the lyric..hoho..
SWEEEEEET~~~~ ^(oo)^

exam left 2 weeks..my eko and perdagangan so lan c!!
aiksss..what to do with it..hope can pass all only -,-
Bless me =)




6:04 PM


Yuhoooo!! Finally it's END!! muahahah!!!

phewwww...Nervous for so many dayss..Finally ended...

i'm happy..Dn k the result..just relaxxx =)

but if can in is the most good la..LOLS..(WHO DON'T HOPE?=P)





Wake up early in the morning today..thn prepare to go school..

huh...My bro and i so so so scare..cause this is our 1st time..ahah!

reach school at 7 ++ thn wait for TIONG for the choir room key..

aft get the key..We go up and 发声..

haha..enjoy the moment so much =P



Something happen during competition..

MY BRO STUCK!! GOSH!!!

and the KEY RUN BACK HOME!!!!

oh man..what happen to him!?

no final for him lo...he still thk that he sure in FINAL..ahahah

now..he should say bye bye to final~!!!

WUHUUUUU =(



AND....IT'S MY TURN..

Goshhh...when waiting outside the hall..my leg can't stand well..

aikss...and i thk i din sing well too..

THANKS FOR IVY CHAISKY AND YOKO their Good luck msg..haha!!

and also LOZAI =) feel happy when received it..cuz still gt ppl k abt me =S

he din sms me..haihh,,so sad man!





aft the competition..went K box for the 2ND ROUND!

haha..it's crazy i know =P

went there with my sista!Ariel Liyee Chaisky and Yoko

yor..1st time feel hot inside the room..haha..

we play till crazy..Especially the Stupid Chaisky...

Ariel just sit at there look at us..she sing a bit only..ahha



we sing当我们同在一起..hahaha!!!!!!

LONG TIME DIN SING THIS LA..

we stand on the sofa and hold our hand together..and SHOUT( not sing =X )

and when eating..many food fall down..the ice cream also..
haha..the hand like leg..LOLZ...Chaisky say us..but she also the one who make the food fall down -,-

19 more days is my birthday..hmm..i think no celebrate this yr..
cause exam again..aiks..
Hope can recieved present from him ohh..but sure cant d la..
i hope d things never come true b4..haihhhhh






9:20 PM


Went to school as usual..But i wear my old spec today,,
cz the BAD MAN spec need go repair..so cacat with that spec ><
7.10..when teacher make attendence..JIA XIN haven't come..GOSH!!
OUR CONDUCTOR!! then i ask chaisky to sms her..
everyone is worry abt her..haha..
Aft chaisky sms her..she reply that SHE STILL LYING ON BED
OH MAN!!!LAZY PIGG [^(oo)^]

During morning study..J3HE08 went to MR.fong's class sing Birthday song for him..
haha..i thk he cant thk that all if ur still remember his birthday =D
We bought a shirt and a cap for him=)

hmmm...went canteen at the 1st recess..saw him xD
but..till today he still dunno who am i la..so sad man !!
practise our choir during SEJ..so lan c man!
haha..our key all RUN away..hahaha!!
heard also geli ohh...

Aft all the lessons and lunch..some of us stay in class wait for others to come back for practise
But..wait till 2 also haven back
Haihh..Why they can lik that??JUST KNOW HOW PLAY?!
Disappointed=(

At last..Just 37 of us sing
Not bad too la..atleast done our best =)
Hmm..tml is the solo..i'm scare now ><
Gohonzon..Bless me!!!
scare cnt sing well la..aikss..

Hmm..miss him so much ><
he didn't reply my msg=(
so sad man...Hope he will send a good luck msg to me la..
hmmm...i'm so tired now..
Till here^^

I'MNatasha!
22TH of May is my BIGG DAY!
SO, don't forget my presents=)
TTSS is my 2nd home
♥Senior one Ai09'
♥Junior_He 06'~09'
♥6E 05'

• New phone
• More clothes,More shoes:D.
• Travel With friends.
• Be with u.
• Presents from friends.
• Birthday Suprise :(.
•Keep in touch with friends

• Holidays.
• Boring.
• Life without Friends.
• Life without computer.
• Life without TV.
• Life without MUSIC.